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Left Behind

When you are awake tomorrow, I will be but long gone today, 'Cause I have to end it now, To a decision I've made with many nights of pray; That this wasn't at all to be right, At the beginning I was for sure wrong, And even though you fell in love with me, In my world you simply don't belong; And as much as I had really hoped, That maybe one day they would come to accept, But you're simply to much for a world I came from, And for that I had departed while you slept; For tears of sorrow can't subdue a reality, That could never be but real or true, And even though we shared those moments together, I now have to imagine a life here without you; But know for sure that you mattered, Even though it may seem quite different, I will always treasure our times together, And those three precious words were forever meant; This the letter she had left behind, On the bedside the morning when I awoke, And even though she may have once cared, She sti
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Never Really Mattered

Why did you break my heart and be with him, When did we fall apart and our light got dim, How could you love when our love was so true, As though everything we shared never mattered to you; I did my best to make you smile, And every day was a test but I ran that mile, Cause you were what mattered most then and now, But instead you went home and forgot me, How? Did I not matter to you and made a difference, I brought you from a dark life and shadowed existence, I made you a home from a place from far, And we made my apartment our home and wished on a star; Cause I met this girl that words can't describe, And from then on a life I never wanted to hide, But then that day you left to fly, And left me behind and ever since I wonder why? Maybe one day you will then see, That you made the wrong choice for you and me, But for now I'll not forgive but forget, If your relationship fails I know you'll read this and regret; What you did to me that day when I cr
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Haunting Memories

A couple days now I've been thinking about you ... I continue to write in that black book we talked about before we broke up. I write in there from time to time but seeing that we're not meeting anymore, I'll toss it out after the year, I'm sure you don't want to hear my sad stories. It's been rough 'cause I see pictures of you and I can't help but think of what we had. I drift into the past and the times we shared together, holding you at night and waking up every morning next to you, I still remember it as clear as yesterday. I wonder at times if you had the best of me .... 'Cause I still can't seem to get out of this dark depressed feelin' .... When you left I was sad but I knew we had something special. Then you turned the tables and you were gone, as though I wasn't really that important after all. We were great, you and I, we spent those months together and it felt like life was made for us. We had each other and nothing else matt
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These Times are Getting Harder

I know that what happened felt real even to me and maybe one day I'll see how it all turns out. At the moment I'm working on being a better person to understand how I went wrong and how I could have been better. Maybe it's over for you but I'm still very broken inside, even with a smile on my face and a joke or two, I'm nothing more than empty, cause you took all that mattered from me and never returned ... Hopefully it will heal and I'll be whole again but I won't be the same, cause you're with him and I'm all alone again ... I'm not a bad guy I'm sure you know that more than anyone else and I wish you the best in life, because if I didn't, you wouldn't have fallen for me in the first place ... Maybe one day I'll matter to you as much as you did for me ...
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The Script - For the First Time

The best of times are those that we do not plan ... She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart, While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar, And we don't know how, How we got in to this mad situation, Only doing things outta frustration Trying to make it work but man these times are hard, She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time, I've got a new job now on the unemployment line, And we don't know how, How we got into this mess is it god's test, Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best, Trying to make it work but man these times are hard But we're gonna start by Drinking old cheap bottles of wine, Sit talking up all night, Saying things we haven't for a while A while ya We're smiling but we're close tears, Even after all these years, We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time Oooooo [few times] She's in line at the dole, With her head held high (high) Whi
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I've Finally Moved On Without You

Everyone laughed at me, everyone told me I was a joke, that I'd never make it, I'm setting my heights to dreams that I cannot achieve, to places I'll never travel and a life I'll never live. Those were mirrors that stood in front of them, for it was not me they were laughing at, it was themselves ... And those lies they spewed were jealously coated and fear sprinkled. Give them a second and they will waste your time ... cause success is not a dress code, it is an achievement, and if you think you've seen the best of me ... you've been misinformed ... 'Cause the best is yet to come ...
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