Never Really Mattered

Why did you break my heart and be with him,
When did we fall apart and our light got dim,
How could you love when our love was so true,
As though everything we shared never mattered to you;

I did my best to make you smile,
And every day was a test but I ran that mile,
Cause you were what mattered most then and now,
But instead you went home and forgot me, How?

Did I not matter to you and made a difference,
I brought you from a dark life and shadowed existence,
I made you a home from a place from far,
And we made my apartment our home and wished on a star;

Cause I met this girl that words can't describe,
And from then on a life I never wanted to hide,
But then that day you left to fly,
And left me behind and ever since I wonder why?

Maybe one day you will then see,
That you made the wrong choice for you and me,
But for now I'll not forgive but forget,
If your relationship fails I know you'll read this and regret;

What you did to me that day when I cried,
As though I buried a life and had died,
I thought I made a life with you to be better,
But in the end it would never really matter.