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These Times are Getting Harder

I know that what happened felt real even to me and maybe one day I'll see how it all turns out. At the moment I'm working on being a better person to understand how I went wrong and how I could have been better. Maybe it's over for you but I'm still very broken inside, even with a smile on my face and a joke or two, I'm nothing more than empty, cause you took all that mattered from me and never returned ... Hopefully it will heal and I'll be whole again but I won't be the same, cause you're with him and I'm all alone again ... I'm not a bad guy I'm sure you know that more than anyone else and I wish you the best in life, because if I didn't, you wouldn't have fallen for me in the first place ...

Maybe one day I'll matter to you as much as you did for me ...

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