These Times are Getting Harder

I know that what happened felt real even to me and maybe one day I'll see how it all turns out. At the moment I'm working on being a better person to understand how I went wrong and how I could have been better. Maybe it's over for you but I'm still very broken inside, even with a smile on my face and a joke or two, I'm nothing more than empty, cause you took all that mattered from me and never returned ... Hopefully it will heal and I'll be whole again but I won't be the same, cause you're with him and I'm all alone again ... I'm not a bad guy I'm sure you know that more than anyone else and I wish you the best in life, because if I didn't, you wouldn't have fallen for me in the first place ...

Maybe one day I'll matter to you as much as you did for me ...

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Your confidence lures success, ‘Cause you’re content you’re the best, But lies, tales and untold truth, Are now hatred letters that buried your youth; The sun then shines in your direction, And flaws are abundant of once thought perfection, Others laugh, point and poke, ‘Cause you’re nothing more than a silly joke; The time has come to play it straight, Try to release all that hate, Settle down and mingle with humans, And stop running around with your demons; You’ll soon become one of them, And change to endure hatred, You’re slowly becoming a faded thought, A forgotten letter now outdated…

Memory...

Now the sky turns to make the day night, And crawl beneath the sheets, After the day burned bright, But all I can remember of THAT day, Was the second you questioned me, and I had nothing to say; I steered into your eyes, Emotionally stressed with mountains of lies, Yet the words I spoke were true, But you knew deep down I was never good enough for you; The time we spent together, Is far more than images can ever portray, But undoubtedly enough, You never saw it my way; If time could change and I could do it again; I'd make each day the way it was meant, So I take these memories and turn them, gold, For time has passed, but the memories…not a day old; Years later I watch these pictures, Of us together, But now forgotten, Memories lost forever...

Miles Apart...

Another time we shall shine, Another day we'll share, A thought once forgotten, Of a memory we held so dear; Now in the present, We are apart, Miles away in a smaller world, Two lovers with a broken heart; One day we shall see, That faith is more than we'd thought, A bigger picture was drawn, And larger war was fought; We today shall surrender, For tomorrow will bring, An emotional war will conclude, And victory or surrender but a broken heart will ...

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