These Times are Getting Harder

I know that what happened felt real even to me and maybe one day I'll see how it all turns out. At the moment I'm working on being a better person to understand how I went wrong and how I could have been better. Maybe it's over for you but I'm still very broken inside, even with a smile on my face and a joke or two, I'm nothing more than empty, cause you took all that mattered from me and never returned ... Hopefully it will heal and I'll be whole again but I won't be the same, cause you're with him and I'm all alone again ... I'm not a bad guy I'm sure you know that more than anyone else and I wish you the best in life, because if I didn't, you wouldn't have fallen for me in the first place ...

Maybe one day I'll matter to you as much as you did for me ...

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Forgotten But Not Gone...

Sacred memories and forgotten dreams, Vivid settings and sunlit scenes, Glistening radiant light on the ocean’s head, Silent thoughts and words never said; Bleeding beneath the surface of still waters, Trying to cope with the anger within, Fallen hearts and lost emotions, Secular thoughts and parallel sins; Leave me be and let me die, See you in hell and don’t forget your lie, Take it with you and hold it tight, Grab it onto with all your might, For when the demons see your face, You WILL be asking for God’s gentle grace…

Crush...

Give me a reason not to jump up and down, When you enter the door wearing a crown, My hearts in the right place, My mind is there too, But I’m not sure you have a crush on me, Hence I don’t know what to do; Please make my life a little easier, And send me a sign, It could be what ever you like, As long as it’s somewhat kind; So I ask one more time to tell me the truth, I’m a guy, who’s looking for a girl, Not some broken heart youth, I’m sure you’re looking for the same, A cool dude or friend of another, A skater chick perhaps, "O wait, don't bother!"

Impede...

We fumbled about and fashioned a smile, But yet we hated each other all the while, We strut nothing and played this game, And here we are just the same; It is fair that we lie to each other? Deny out hearts' the purest of pleasure? I'm giving up as long as you are, ‘Cause we've taken this a tad bit too far; So end this hatred and let’s make peace, The heavens are waiting for this rivalry to cease, Kiss me good night and I'll be on my way, Just the same like for any other day; Let’s hold hands and walk the streets, Not lies in bed with cold bitter sheets, Lie next to me and make the day night, For you are the purest of this world's light…

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