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My Bitter End

I feel like this life means nothing,
To me no more needs to be said,
This love that we once shared,
Is nothing more 'cause I'm already dead;

I wish you had never found another,
To which you can spend the night,
'Cause I'm still here and waiting,
And you with him simply isn't right;

The day goes by but the pain is still there,
Fresh as though it was just today,
And with every second that moves on,
I get down on my knees and pray;

For you to return to me once again,
So that I don't have to feel this way,
A life of misery and endless torture,
For a love I had but never to stay;

It hurts too much just to explain,
This feeling of hopelessness inside,
It feels like you've moved on,
And I'm here simply waiting to die;

Maybe then the pain will fade,
And I'll feel something inside again,
'Cause till then I'm lost and hurt,
And now I'm waiting for my bitter end.

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