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Memory...

Now the sky turns to make the day night,
And crawl beneath the sheets,
After the day burned bright,

But all I can remember of THAT day,
Was the second you questioned me,
and I had nothing to say;

I steered into your eyes,
Emotionally stressed with mountains of lies,
Yet the words I spoke were true,
But you knew deep down I was never good enough for you;

The time we spent together,
Is far more than images can ever portray,
But undoubtedly enough,
You never saw it my way;

If time could change and I could do it again;
I'd make each day the way it was meant,
So I take these memories and turn them, gold,
For time has passed, but the memories…not a day old;

Years later I watch these pictures,
Of us together,
But now forgotten,
Memories lost forever...

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